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Post 1 — Your Best Friend
Post 2 — Your Crush
Post3 — Your parents
Post 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative
)Post 5 — Your dreams
Post 6 — A stranger
Post 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Post 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Post 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Post 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Post 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Post 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Post 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Post 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Post 15 — The person you miss the most
Post 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Post 17 — Someone from your childhood
Post 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Post 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Post 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Post 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Post 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Post 23 — The last person you kissed
Post 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Post 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Post 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Post 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Post 28 — Someone that changed your life
Post 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Post 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Hello there, Pa.
Nasa’n ka na ba? Ba’t ‘di ka na umuwi dito? Huli kitang nakita, nung nasa ICU ka sa manila ah. Sobrang miss na miss na kita. :-(
Papa, alam mo.. Sobrang lungkot ko ngayon. Wala na’kong ibang ginawa kung hindi magkulong sa kwarto at mag-isip ng mag-isip. Panay nalang ako umiiyak ng patago. Sobrang bigat na ng pakiramdam ko kasi wala akong makausap dito. Wala ka na kasi eh. Namimiss ko ‘yung ‘pag umiiyak ako sa sala, lalapitan mo ‘ko at kakausapin tsaka mo sasabihing “Stuna, enaka gagaga.” Ba’t ganyan, Pa? Ba’t ang aga mong nawala? Sabi nila, “Everything happens for a reason” daw. Anong reason? Anong plano ni God kaya agad ka niyang binawi? Siguro, part na rin ‘yung para maging matatag ako no? Pero, Pa.. Ang hirap talaga. Ang sakit sakit na eh. Sobrang kailangan kita ngayon eh. :’(
Oo nga pala, Pa.. Nag-improve na’ko sa pagtugtog ng piano. Maayos na ‘yung posture ko. Diba, ganun dapat? Sabi mo eh. Kahit ayoko ng tumugtog, tutuloy ko para sa’yo. Para kahit papaano, alam ko napapasaya kita kung nasa’n ka man. Para sa’yo ‘to.
Alam mo, gustong gusto na talaga kitang mayakap. ‘Di ko kasi nagawa ‘yun nung nandito ka pa eh. Papa, mahal na mahal kita. Sobra. Sobrang namimiss na kita. Alam ko ayaw mo na malungkot ako, diba? Pipilitin kong maging masaya para sa’yo. Malakas ka sa’kin eh. I love you, Papa! I love you sooooo much! :’(( <3
Savannah Curtis, Dear John
Sana nung una palang naging ganyan ka na. Sana nung una palang napakita mo na sakin na mahal mo talaga ako, na hindi mo ako kayang mawala sa buhay mo. Para sana ‘di ako nakulangan sa’yo noon. Para sana ‘di ko na nahanap sa iba ‘yung mga pagkukulang mo sa’kin. Para sana hindi na bumalik ‘yung loob ko sa kanya..
Ba’t ganyan? Ba’t ngayon ka lang nagkaganyan? Sobrang nakakapanghinayang. Kung dati mo pa napakita sa’kin ‘yang mga pinapakita mo ngayon, edi sana okay pa ang lahat. Edi sana dati palang tuluyan ko na s’yang nakalimutan. Eh ‘yung kaso, huli na eh.. Huling-huli na talaga. Late na. Wala na. Nahulog na ulit ‘yung loob ko sa kanya. Ginagawa ko lahat para makalimutan siya, tulad ng sinabi ko sa’yo. Pero.. Wala eh. Wala talaga.
Ayaw din naman kitang iwan. ‘Di lang dahil sa nasasayangan ako sa relasyon natin, kung hindi dahil din sa mahal kita. Mahal kita, oo. Sigurado ako dun. ‘Yun nga lang.. Nagkasabit. Ayaw man kitang iwanan. Pero palagay ko ‘yun na lang ‘yung tanging paraan para maging okay tayo.
Ewan ko. Hindi ko na alam.
Eto si Bryan Tiamzon, ang bestfriend ko, kapatid ko, doctor, clown, at ang …. ko. Hahahaha. Chos. S’ya ‘yung boyfriend ko. Nag-iisang mahal na mahal ko.
‘Yung relasyon namin, nagsimula lang ‘yan sa simpleng “Dana, pogi ya Jer. Bet ke.” Hahaha. Nagsimula kami sa trip-trip lang. ‘Yung bang, parehas kaming ‘di seryoso? Pero habang tumatagal, ayun.. BOOM lang. Konti-konti, step-by-step.. Nagiging totoo.
Alam niyo, sa totoo lang? ‘Di ko expect na aabot kami hanggang sa point na ‘to. Sobrang dami na kasi naming pinagdaanan. And aminado ako na, halos laging ako ‘yung may kasalanan. :-P Okay, okay. Siya palang talaga ‘yung tao na napagtyagaan ‘yung totoong ugali ko. ‘Di ko alam, tibay niya eh. Kahit ilang beses ko na s’yang nasaktan, naloko, or should we say napaglaruan? ‘Di parin niya ako iniwan. At ‘yun ‘yung tumutulong sa’kin na magbago. Ano daaaaw? HAHA. Pero yun yun eh. Basta ‘yun. Mahal na mahal ko ‘tong taong ‘to.
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Four months have passed since we started our REALationship. Four months of super sweetness, of funny moments, and of simply being together and spending time in each other’s arms.
We have gone through a lot for the past months and You & I both know that they have not been purely happy moments. We had to adapt to one another and learn to adjust to each other’s whims and craziness. Sure, we fight & I get sad sometimes, but this relationship is still the best thing in my life. I’m happy because of you & despite our arguments, I’d only be unhappy if we weren’t together.
I know we still have a lot to go through and we still have a lot to work on, but I know that we will be able to top all of these as long as we’re together and we have each another. I know we will triumph all the challenges that will come along and in the end, we will be able to show everyone that even if we got close and intimate pretty fast, our relationship is not solely based on chemistry or puppy love but because of what we have in common, what we value in life, and on a solid and strong love for one another founded from a good friendship. I love you so much, hon! Happy 4th Monthsary! And 70 more years of life together? Yes! <3
that will never give up on me. No matter how many times we fight. Even if I’m the biggest bitch in the world to them, they’ll stay. They’ll look at the positive, and see our bright future together. Someone that can bring me up when I’m down. Someone that can handle their stress and my stress at the same time. Someone that is willing to get through any damn obstacle together. Someone that will never ever give up on me.
Do something for somebody every day for which you do not get paid.
Kahapon lang bago ako pumasok sa sidegate ng Main Campus ng school namen (Angeles University Foundation), parang kinausap ako ni Lord na kailangan kong tulungan yung taong iyon. Kaya ang ginawa ko ay nilapitan ko siya, mejo nagtagal ang usapan kase na-interview ko siya pero hindi ko man lang natanong yung mga usual stuffs lang na kung ano ang pangalan niya, edad, at family background kahit na matagal ko na siyang nakikita. Basta ang tumatak sa isip ko ay taga Bulacan siya, never siyang uuwi doon hanggat may tinda pa siyang candy. So kailangan niya munang mapaubos ang mga tinda niya bago siya umuwi lalo na wala siyang tirahan dito sa Pampanga.. Ang unang una kong tinanong sakanya kung nag aattend siya sa HIS LIFE CHURCH. Tapos sabi niya “Oo atska may LIFEGROUP ako” sabi niya. Naging speechless talaga ako kasi namangha ako at ang pauli ulit ko nalang na nasabi sakanya ay “Wow! Praise God po! Pambihira po kayo!” Naisipan kong kunin ang cellphone number niya dahil nabanggit niya na every Saturday ay nasa Church daw siya. Pero sabi niya pag hindi na daw siya nagtitinda dun lang niya tinitignan yung cellphone niya lalo na hindi daw niya masyadong kabisado pano gamitin ang cellphone. Naiiyak talaga ako na nanginginig habang kausap siya hindi ko alam kung bakit, dahil siguro alam kong sobrang pinagpala siya at nararamdaman ko talaga na nandun ang Holy Spirit nung nag-uusap kame. Tapos, hinahanap niya yung maliit na notebook sa bag niya at hindi niya binitiwan ang mga tinda niya kaya naisipan ko na tulungan siya sa paghahanap sa bag niya. Nung makita ko, pinakita niya agad saakin yung pangalan ni “RAP MANALOTO” dahil yun daw yung nakakasama niya sa church at tinanong niya ako kung kilala ko daw ba siya, nasabi ko sakanya na “Ahh opo kilala ko nga po si Rap pero hindi niya po ako kilala. hehe” After nun sinulat ko yung name at number ko sa notebook na yun na may personal message pa na “GODBLESS YOU DADDY LITO.” He asked me kung taga saan ako at nasabi ko nga na malapit lang sa church at bigla nalang lumabas sa bibig ko yung tungkol sa fiesta samen. Haha! I invited him to come and nag OO naman siya tapos pinasulat pa niya sa notebook niya yung date nung fiesta samen para di daw niya makalimutan. Ang saya saya ko at ang sarap sa pakiramdam na may natutulungan talaga. After ng conversation namen sinabi ko na hindi ako aalis doon hanggat hindi ko siya pinagdarasal. Sabi ko sakanya, “Sige po daddy, pray muna po tayo ha? Magmula ngayon Daddy na po itatawag ko sainyo dahil anak niyo na po ako” then he gave me his right hand at holding hands kameng nagdasal (AMEN).. Pinagdasal ko siya at nakita ko sa mukha niya yung tuwa at labis na pasasalamat sa Panginoon habang nakapikit yung mata niya. Hindi ko pansin ang mga taong dumaraan noon dahil alam kong tama ang ginagawa ko. Bumili ako ng limang piraso ng candy and nagbigay ako ng extra/bonus sakanya while saying “Daddy Lito, pinabibigay po ni Lord ito” at kitang kita ko yung saya sa kanyang mukha. Isang pambihirang araw (March 23, 2012) kasama ang isang PAMBIHIRANG TAO NA SI LOLO LITO :)
*Kaya pag nakita niyo siya (AUF or HAU), don’t hesitate to approach him po. Kahit isang candy lang ang bibilhin niyo, malaking tulong na yun sakanya. Pero mas okay kung maramihan diba? :)
The best way to help LOLO LITO is to pray for him. COME ON, PEOPLE! WAKE UP! SAVE A SOUL EVERYDAY! PRAY! PRAY! PRAY!
“He who is kind to the poor lends to the LORD, and he will reward him for what he has done. If you help the poor, you are lending to the LORD—and he will repay you!”
-If you are willing to help Lolo Lito, just message me on facebook (Mhaye Roque)
Wait for the one who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what. Wait for the one who makes you smile like no other, and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the one who you want to show off even when she’s in sweats and has no makeup on, but still appreciate it when she get all dolled up for you. Most of all, wait for the one who will put you at the center of her universe, because obviously, she’s at the center of yours. But the truth is she’s already there. You just don’t see her because you’re looking for her. And to be honest some guys say that’s what they want but when they finally get it, they don’t want it anymore. But some guys do want it. They look for it. But they fail to see her. REAL TALK.
(via euphoriana)
